One of the most significant breakthroughs in my journey out of workaholism came in early 2009. I was stressed over some things and went to my friend Judy Hansen for help. Judy has a gift for being able to see your energy and what’s happening in your life and guiding you through a meditation (which she calls an enscript). So that day I asked Judy for an enscript and what came was what I call the “Floating on a Cloud Meditation.”
In the meditation, I had two guardian angels with me and we were all floating around the world on a cloud together. I was relaxing on a chaise while my male guardian angel navigated and protected me, and my female guardian angel brought me lemonade and gave me back rubs. In the meditation, I never interacted with anyone else. No other humans were around to tug on my sleeve or ask me to do anything. I didn’t connect to email or do any work. I just floated and enjoyed God’s creations, completely guided and cared for by my guardian angels.
Days went by, weeks, months, and years until I became a wise, white-haired woman. As a wise old woman I loved being alive, feeling the sun, not a care in the world. Finally I went to sleep and let the world go by without me. I curled up, feeling gratitude to just be alive, to be here and feel and see and watch life and to breathe and know how good it feels to have a beating heart. Joy exuded throughout my entire body until a deep love resided in my heart like a rare jewel or essence.
Finally, I reached inside my heart and pulled out a golden vibrant essence in an exquisitely shaped glass vial. This precious essence of pure love was what I had developed through my life. It represented my soul that I had become and my gift to life. I placed this soul on a beautiful pedestal where it would be kept for eternity, protected and glowing and where all who were allowed to come to this sacred place could see it. It was holy and pure, the deepest form of love. It was so special that I was humbled by it.
I knelt in gratitude and humility and said, “This is my offering for being here.” A white light started coming toward me and in that light were many beings of light — as many as there are stars in the sky. These presences and intelligences came to see this golden glowing vial of love and were astonished at its beauty. They were overcome with surprise and awe at how beautiful it was. They talked among themselves and said, “Never has anyone created such beauty and such perfection in such mass.” Every color of the rainbow was in it – golden, white, purple, green and blue. It had shapes that were exquisite as well. They said, “How did you do it? How did you ever make anything so beautiful.”
And then I told them, “I lived purely in joy and peace and gratitude, and I controlled nothing for my entire life. I just allowed my love to be. And I allowed others to care for me. I focused on peacefulness and gratitude, and I felt it growing in my life every moment of every day of every year of my life. This is what it became. I never challenged it or argued with it; it was just there.” As I spoke, beautiful and unusual colors kept giving off sparks and flashes of light as a monument of joy to the 100,000 beings who were present. And they said, “She’s discovered the secret — the secret of the perfection of being — just rejoicing in being alive and letting whatever came be enough.”
There was something about this meditation that compelled me to listen to it over and over again. In the 3-4 months that followed I probably listened to it 50 times. Finally, its message became a part of me and began affecting my choices and how I lived my life.
You’ve heard it said by those well-versed in the law of attraction that visualizing with emotion is critical to the process. The thing I love about Judy Hansen’s enscripts is that they are a personalized visual representation of what I need to learn next. I can listen to them over and over again and reprogram my subconscious mind with the visualization and emotion. There were nights when i was so stressed I couldn’t get to sleep, and I’d put this meditation on my earbuds and listen, letting it calm me and put me to sleep. And all the while as I slept it was helping me learn to live in peace, gratitude and love and to enjoy life.
If you’re interested in learning more about Judy’s enscripts she has some information on her web site www.TrustingSpiritNow.com. Know that every enscript is different and yours will be unique to you. Once I’d fully absorbed that enscript and hit another phase in my life, I went back to Judy for another enscript. I get about 2-3 a year and they help me keep progressing along my path. It’s a phenomenal resource to have.
PS: I don’t get a kickback for telling you about Judy’s enscripts. 🙂 They’re just so wonderful I had to share!
About Marnie Pehrson Kuhns
Marnie Pehrson Kuhns is a Certified SimplyAlign Practitioner™ who uses music and creativity to mentor you past barriers, fears and doubts to discover, create, align with, and deliver your soul’s song (the mission, message or purpose you are on this earth to live). Marnie is a best-selling author with 31 fiction and nonfiction titles. If you'd like Marnie and her husband Dave to work with you personally on Your Great Reinvention, get a FREE 20-minute strategy session with Marnie here.
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